I thought i'd add in a picture of me with my new glasses

Current Location: gnome at home
Current Mood: content
Current Music: shoots and ladders, korn

It was incredible, we stayed at the rydges hotel, five stars might i add, we got room service in the morning, coffees, and we had a smoking room, and it was my birthday last week which is why we were doing all of this cool stuff. And we went to an all you can eat seafood buffet and i had SIX moreton bay bugs, and we drank margaritas and watched cable tv and it was the best weekend ever, and on sunday we went to a friends gig in the valley, and it rocked but then we had to go home and thus the weekend ended, but it was so very good, i hope all of your weekends were good too.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: something by moby

Everything has just been going wrong lately. I'll start from the start, first of all there was a party i went to on the weekend, it all went horribly wrong, we got there after an hour and a half on the train preceded by deciding on whether we should go at all, then we got there finally and it was as boring as shit, no one really talked to us and it was a complete piece of poo, then we got a lift with a friend back to the train station, so once we got there we were a little sloshed still and we forgot to get tickets, so lo and behold there are tickities on the train, they caught us and we got a written warning, if we get caught again in the next three years we'll get a hundred and fifty dollar fine, which sux, bigtime. Anyway i've had to take some time off work due to my condition which i wasn't happy about in the first place, because work was still really busy and i left them in the lurch, so i got called into the bosses office today and was told that i left them in the lurch and a lot of people are really pissed at me and that i should concider quitting my job if i can't handle it.
So now i can't get to sleep and i thought i might write about what has been happening just to get it off my chest because it's really been pissing me off. There all done thank you for reading this if you have although i didn't expect you to but thanks anyway, hope everything is going better for you whomever you are.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: none

How evil are you?

Just thought i'd upload a pic of me so you can all see what i look like

I had a farked up week at work today, it started insanely boring then i got teased yesterday about being lazy and now i'm working to full potential, bizzare, i made a new lj friend today which i'm really happy about, and while i was reading his journal i opened up a picture of chris cornell just as i was listening to chris cornell doing the new james bond feme tune. My girlfriend's sick which is bad, i'm going over her place tomorrow after work to cheer her up and eat papaya with her and make fun of cars going past and do bits from little brittain which always makes her laugh. anyway i'm going to go to bed soon, so good byve and good nite all

My girlfriend Sal got her valentines day roses today and she was really happy with them, i'm feeling really good because i got to make someone's day really good, so that's ... ummm good . Other than that i got to prep four runs today and run four so i'm feeling really happy about that because that's a good honest day's work and that's what i like. People reading my journal must see me jump from angry to happy well yeah i do do that not that it really matters. Anyway i'm thinking cereal for afternoon tea at the moment. well catch you (no one there) later.

Current Mood: content

I've thought about it and i'm sick of it, work that is, i'm going to see my psych friday after next and i'm going to tell him that i want to quit my job and go back to full time study, yeah it feels good, i'm just going to come in one day, type out a letter of resignation and then bam, no more shitty job that i hate going to where i can never do anything right, and i get yelled at all of the time, i feel like an absolute child for thinking it's not fair, it never is fair, but it can be more fair than it is and that's what i want for myself, i mean i'm only twenty four and i have my mental illness to concider, it's not fair on sal my girlfriend who has to listen to me bitch about my shitty job all of the time and it's not good for me, i don't want to go back to how things were during the bad times, that's not right, anyway dinner's nearly ready and i might draw this to a close and have a nice dinner and go to bed and turn up to work tomorrow with a smug satisfaction that i won't be there for too much longer

Current Location: home
Current Mood: frustrated

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Well this is my first livejournal blog, how exciting !! well i suppose i should tell you a little bit about myself, I'm 24, I'm an instrument chemist in a busy lab, my name is jon and i like cigarettes, coffee, pictures of kittens and my internet connection. Things i dislike are my mental illness, work, work, fucking work, the management at work, people hanging out of cars and yelling abuse at me, people making fun of me, halucinations, anxiety, people yelling, loud noises, this may seem like a lot of dislikes compared to likes but i'm in a crappy mood as i am most days because my boss told me that i reek of cigarettes and he doesn't like that and that i shoudl do something about it like quit i presume and i think he should go fuck himself in the arse with a tire iron. It really pisses me of and i have a bit of a chip on my shoulder about my mental illness schitsoaffective disorder, i got diagnosed after a really bad three months of halucinations and panic attacks and depression and nearly quit my job for the wrong reasons, it was a real mother fucker. But now i get to burn all of the fools on my nice new blog which should keep me entertained for a long while. Oh yeah and i like inventing stuff, i'm going to do a bachelor of engineering in electrical engineering and it's going to be good and i hope i can get a new job or else go for a disability pension because you spend the majority of your life at work and you need to be happy or else.

Sorry about rambling i'm kind of a little scattered, so sue me (please don't sue me)

Current Location: home
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: marylin manson